I have been thinking about what to have as my New Year’s resolutions. I know I want to grow my practice. I know I want to once and for all have Tantra workshops and other sexy workshops like it. I know I want to justify having a full time assistant. I know I want to reach as many people as possible. I want to feel inspired, and I want to be inspiring.
I sometimes feel I get in my own way, because as much as I want these wonderful things, I am afraid. Afraid to talk to people about what I do. Afraid to write blogs and other articles. Afraid to be on camera. Afraid to network.
You see I have social anxiety just like many of my clients. Now none of my clients would ever guess it. I am so at ease when I am in my office and visiting with clients. I talk about pain, grief, sex, abuse, any trauma and not feel uncomfortable. I can even answer questions about myself, without blinking an eye.
So, why can’t I feel more confident to talk to other professionals? Why do I believe I need someone else to write my story, because I can write. The truth is my grammar is bad, I mean real bad. However, I can tell an entertaining story. I know what I am talking about. I am passionate about what I do.
SO! This year. I am getting out of my own way. I am going to have that Tantra workshop. I am going to teach masturbation classes. I am going to teach assertiveness training. I am going to double my practice, thus reaching more people.
I love my life.
Sex is Beautiful, Love thy Self.